you wanna know why we didn't like you anymore? remember when we used to be there for you? through the break ups, the shit at home with your mom, those times you used to soak my shirt through at the shoulder? and all of a sudden, you started wishing you were crew? that you were popular? it was like, wow, so we're not good enough for you anymore. but you know what? even through that time, when you practically threw it in our faces that we weren't good enough for you? most of us didn't like you no more after that. but whatever. i was the last. till the very end, i didn't hate on you. but that was all over when i found out you backstabbed me. it wasn't like it was a one time thing. oh, no. i'm surprised i didn't bleed to death from how many times you backstabbed me. but whatever. i forgot all that. put that all behind me. i don't look at you, don't think about you, don't acknowledge your presence. and it'd all have been fine if you'd done the same. but no. you hated me. and that's fine. hate me all you want. join the damn club. you can go and talk shit about me, plot my death, make a voodoo doll with those pictures we used to take together, for all i care. whatever. i dead that shit. i grew up, got over it, forgot about it. you wanna start it back up. but just so you know, even if i was gonna fight you that night, it wasn't gonna be all those girls i had with me vs. you. they're not the type to fight. i'm not gonna drag them into this. even if they were, it would've been me & you. i don't play dirty. but know this.. i'm not gonna fight you. not now, not ever. call me scared, call me pussy, whatever. it doesn't bother me. and you wanna know why? cuz you don't exist to me no more. |[ update || 2:14 AM ]| walking away is mature. it's the right thing to do. but damnnn man.. i should've just stayed and gotten that shit over with!!!!!! xT
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10:26 PM
xT getting so sick of this layout.. but wuhevers.. even more sick of people who insist it's okay for them to "steal" my layouts cuz i "stole" it from someone else.. yeah ok, it's called paint shop pro try making your own shit for a change. grr..
annnnyway.
question: how come some people get sick of each other so fast, while some people last .. a pretty damn long time?? worse.. how come some people can get sick of the person they're dating, while the other one is still obsessed with them?? -
3:25 PM
the hands of friendship grasp the heart of love, and the crown of loyalty and fidelty rules all.
nice little ring, isn't it? it's given to friends and lovers as a symbol of trust. worn on your right hand, with the heart pointing towards your fingertips, it means that you're single. or if you flip it so that the heart faces you, you're taken. wear it on your left hand facing you, and it means you're happily married. ;D it'd make a nice wedding ring // engagement ring // whatever ring, wouldn't it, if you put a heart shaped diamond inside the heart.
supposedly, the story behind it is that there once was a king that fell in love with a peasant. kings weren't allowed to marry commoners, and so he committed suicide so that he wouldn't have to bear with living without his love. he also had this hands placed around his heart, as a symbol of his love for her. ='] such a sad little story.. o_O sweet, too, in a weird kinda way..
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ooooh i want one i want one!!! =x lol yellow gold ones don't look that great though.. xD platinum!! muahhaaha!! lolz o_O and some of the heart // crown ones are huge.. but the small ones are pretty ^_^ -
10:50 AM
memories. they can bring joy, a faint, wistful smile on your face. they can bring laughter, a chuckle when you're thinking back in someplace public, leading to the looks you get from passersby. they can bring longing, a harsh realization of the changes you've been through. that everyone's been through. memories make you wish for things that no longer exist.. for changes that you wish never occured. they can bring tears to your eyes, slipping and sliding, coursing silently down your face.
you never cease to amaze me. your inability to grasp the idea that i had a reason to do what i did, and that you were it. but one thing hasn't changed about you, even after all this time. you can still bring those tears to my eyes, reopen wounds that scar forever. if anything else ever has to change about you, as so much other already has.. i hope that you change so that you don't bring tears to the eyes of the girls you will love in the future. you've messed up twice already, but hey, who knows, right?
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1:58 PM
i realized a lot of things yesterday. i realized that there's no need to be surrounded by 50 people that you barely know to have fun. i realized that i've been extremely out of touch with everyone, with the exception of mike.. i realized the amount of energy you need just to walk around accompanying someone is unbelievable. i realized that if i need to, i can suck it up and deal with it, no matter what it is. i realized that finally going ahead and doing stupid things that you've wanted to do but never did is funnNn!! and i realized that as long as you're with the ones you know and love, you can have more fun than if you were with those that you had to bounce around from person to person. x] all in all, six flags was fun yesterday. even though there was just the three of us ;]
i also realized just now that i don't like people that copy you. xT copying, pasting, and then changing a couple things doesn't mean that it's different.. that's just following my "format" and tweaking it a little and calling it yours. sheesh. biters these days..
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